Our very own Cheerio invited me to this poetry group Motzei Shabbos, in the local flower shop. I thought it was very fitting, as poetry and flowers just go together. So I eagerly agreed to come, and even read one of my poems. Little did I know who was going to be in attendance...
So nervous was I to walk in the door, my friend had to drag me in there. (Thanks friend.) Who will be in this illustrious poetry group? Who will I be baring my soul to in there? So I walked in, head held high, trying to look without staring.
I immediately noticed faces I recognized, but these were not people I have ever met. No, not in real life. (Who can call blog sphere real life?) These were people I interacted with online, in the dead of night. Arguing, sparring, agreeing, disagreeing, foolishly saying things I would later regret. And how do you introduce yourself to these people? Just walk up and say, hi I'm Altie, I don't really know you, you don't know me, but we spent hours online commenting, bashing, emailing, chatting? So, it's nice to meet you? Ya, I guess that's how you say it.
Cheerio was so nice, she introduced me to the gang. It was so funny to see the looks on these peoples faces as it registered to them that I was Altie. They kind of sort of know me. Weird. Freaky. E, and TRS, and LE7, and Sarrabon. They all knew each other, and I, fellow blogger, an outsider. But this is something I aim to change. No, it can't stay like that.
We sat down to hear poems be recited. My memory may fail me, so those who were there are welcome to help. There was Sarrabon, who read a poem from her blog. As did TRS. (He read the sappy one he wrote the night before he proposed, which earned him many awwwws from the audience. Yes, awww, it was nice.) A guy Mathew performed twice. He was amazing, animated, lively, caught your attention from the first. A girl who read 2 moving poems, another guy who read 3 beautiful poems, (cheerio help me with names please!) A guy sang a song with a guitar. Another guy read a poem he wrote just then. Really nice.
When it was my turn, I got up there, nervous. Not sure how to introduce it, I kind of mumbled an introduction. Then I started. All were quiet. They listened. I read. It was just like I practiced over and over in the privacy of my room. Suddenly, my nervousness went away. It was just me, reading a poem I had written. And after, when I heard the applause, that was the most rewarding. To hear that they liked it, that it was a success. I smiled. It made me happy.
We mingled, I met some nice people. A new blogger I've only heard of, but never had the pleasure of interacting with, Heshy from Frum Satire. I had fun. It was cool, it was new, it was different. And I'm sorry to say I'm leaving, and I won't be here for the next one. But IY''H I'll be back, and maybe I'll have a better poem to share next time.
Thank you Cheerio for inviting me! It was lots of fun. (Oh, and friend, I don't even remember what I was so nervous about.)
p.s. so now that makes it 9 bloggers I've met in real life. E, TRS, Cheerio, Sarrabon, LE7, Chanalia, Frum Satire, chanie, and C. And counting.
its blogOsphere or blogsphere NOT blog sphere
ReplyDeleteya ya wtvr. comment on the actual post. oh i can add u to ppl ive met, i forgot abt u.
ReplyDeleteu never met mee....
ReplyDeleteyes i did. however else would i know u?
ReplyDelete....poetry group? I can see girls going to that sort of thing, but guys? ..that's pretty hippie if you ask me. ...but cool in a way (a 60's sort of way).
ReplyDeleteTo dispell all misinformed notions, poetry it also a 'guy' thing, just as pink is as much a guy 'color' than a girls, like blue. Don't dicriminate between the sexes, in our day and age, girls can do just the same as guys, and guys can do just the same as girls, if they so choose.
ReplyDeletePoetry is just a form of expression. It is not a 'girl' thing, or a 'guy' thing, its just a 'thing'. It's neutral.
And may I remind you, some of the greatest poets and writers were indeed of the male gender.
...and gay.
ReplyDelete..joking. G-d!
theres nothing wrong with gay poets.
ReplyDeleteJust to set the record straight, I was dragged there by my kallah (officially).
ReplyDeleteha. in your heart u really wanted to be there. and i am glad you came.
ReplyDeletebut dont worry, we dont think you are a gay poet.
phew. I don't think I am either.
ReplyDeletelol i would hope not.
ReplyDeletena, it takes effort and style to be gay. ud never make it.
I don't have style?
ReplyDeleteoh I'm sorry, you mean white shirt black hat and jacket is in style? then I am way behind the times...
ReplyDeleteI thought your blog was really from the Holy Land; found it through a comment on The Real Shliach's blog...
ReplyDeleteI have met only 1 blogger (in person), who is moving to my area...the rest I've met 'virtually.'
lol there was discussion abt the name, people think i should change it...
ReplyDeletei was in israel this year for seminary. now the year is over, i just got home, but i kept the name. so ya, it REALLY was from the hoy land, for this past year at least.
Re: Boys and Poetry. Fresh Prince of Bel Air
ReplyDeletePart 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pK5yH8Lsn4
Part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctUNxVJZU9M&feature=related
Part 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKNAtDP59Rc&feature=related
OMG OMG OMG OMG I LOVE FRESH PRINCE!!!!!! never met someone else who did too.
ReplyDeleteomg i'm in love!!!!!!!! thanks for posting the link, ive missed this so much.
ReplyDeleteu made me so happy!!!!!! thnk u!!!
ReplyDeletesee ppl, will write poetry, and he is not gay!! otherwise i wouldnt like him so much. no no, id still like him. but hes not gay.
Sure, enjoy.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I was dragged there by TRS.
ReplyDeletevery cool and hippie, shame i dont write peotry...nor was i in ch...but very cool.
ReplyDeleteSo says E. but u really wanted to be there. good thing u came.
ReplyDeletedowy: theres always a next time. and poetry is easy, just let it flow
its usually easy when ur good at it :)
ReplyDeletehow would i know abt that...? :)
ReplyDeletecmon try it. pic a topic, i really wanna see something u write.
time to thyme ryme fline
ReplyDeletenoone even recognised the flag i was carrying
burrying me in sweat
noone even saw the creation i was telling
am i ahead, behead, and dead
lost rythms in my stomouc
lost thought abound. rebound. astound.
take the sound.
away.
feels like a shadow of the inspiration
lol there was no thought put into that watsoever.
ReplyDeleteIn some fiction book i read, they said that rhyming words like that--one after another--is a sign of schizophrenia.
ReplyDeletei actually like the first 4 lines
ReplyDeletei dont deny it
ReplyDeletei picked up the idea from matisyahu :)
ReplyDeleteomg, i really like it. call me crazy, but its a good poem. (ok, wut does it mean?)
ReplyDeletebut can i point it that u have a trillion spelling mistakes? im very conscious about that, i'm sorry.
k good. now write another one.
Always fun to meet fellow bloggers.
ReplyDeletemoshe, are u getting at something? ;)
ReplyDeleteYep, most of the bloggers I met at my place on shabbat.
ReplyDeleteok u know i said ill come, the question is when. and stop bugging me or i wont.
ReplyDeleteNext week.
ReplyDeletedude, u know its not fair to purposely ask when u know i wont be here. its like asking only cuz u know i cant come, which shows a lot about your intentions....
ReplyDeletei'd love to but ill be in california. oh well.
Like I remember.
ReplyDeleteMy memory only extends to the last 5 minutes, on a good day.