So are you gonna blog about it? Are you? Are you gonna comment?
No. Facebook is not a topic that interests me, and I don't care what people think, so I am not gonna talk about facebook anymore, and how I accedentally reopened my account. If you want to add me, email me.
I'm home. I'm tired, haven't slept in over 48 hours, almost 62 I think. I'm not keeping track. Slept a little on the plane, but can never sleep properly on planes. Mu back is killing me and my neck is stiff.
Last thoughts when I left Israel- oh shucks, I'm really leaving. I should feel sad, I should be crying, but I'm not. Oh well. Goodbye, I'll be back.
First thoughts when I got to USA- oh boy I'm back. Bed, sleep, camp, schedules, stuff to do, ugh. Lets go back to Israel.
Don't know what you were all expecting. I'm usually more intense/deep/trying-to-find-meaning-in-everything-as-chanalia-loves-to-point-out (choose one or all) but I'm too tired now. Ask me later.
To all my friends out there- I still haven't cried yet. Am I normal?
i'd say u not normal if you did cry...
ReplyDeleteid say ur nuts girl, so dont matter wut u say...
ReplyDeleteDon't know what you were all expecting. I'm usually more intense/deep/trying-to-find-meaning-in-everything-as-chanalia-loves-to-point-out (choose one or all) but I'm too tired now. Ask me later.
ReplyDeleteThat shouldn't have been hyphenated.
I'm so glad the english language now has representing counsel.
ReplyDeleteI know it shouldn't be hyphenated, it's kind of like a run on sentance. try reading it fast. thanks for pointing it out, but I did it on purpose.
Well, I called your sister the other day, and she yelled at me... warning me not to cry. I gotta say... you may not cry because of some repressed trauma fro your childhood :P
ReplyDeleteJust kidding. Seriously, why cry over something that was so great? Be happy that it happened and excited for all the good that will surely flow in your life in the present and future.
lol. I know how to cry!!! I am very emotional. And me and my sis are not alike in that sense.
ReplyDeleteCrying wouldnt be over the experiance itself, but the fact that its over, and i miss my friends already, and its never gonna happen again etc etc.
but it hasnt hit me yet. hopefully when it does, it wont come on too strong.
Defender of Punctuation: you're going to hate this week's HH.
ReplyDeleteAltie: I didn't miss Israel for a month or so after I came back-of course, I was only there for eleven days, not eleven months.
trs- 9 months give or take a few, if u leave out 5 weeks for pesach, plus 10 days for sisters wedding, etc.
ReplyDeleteso wuts ur point? that i'll miss it lster on and its normal that it hasnt hit me yet? or do u agree with chanalia that if i cried that would be considered not normal?
Yes, it's normal that it hasn't hit you yet. I also think that chanalia is wrong-crying is a fully acceptable action by any member of the human race. It's nothing to be ashamed of. In fact, it's quite the wonderful thing.
ReplyDeleteawww TRS cries? I always thought u were so manly!
ReplyDeleteyes we agree. its ok to cry, even if u are a guy. men have emotions too, bla bla bla. i must be really tired if im agreeing with trs, it is an event that seldom occurs.
Who said I cry?
ReplyDelete"crying is a fully acceptable action by any member of the human race. It's nothing to be ashamed of. In fact, it's quite the wonderful thing."
ReplyDeleteOh I'm sorry, do u not consider yourself to be a member of the human race?
Visiting a psychiatrist is also a fully acceptable action by any member of the human race. Doesn't mean I visit one, just means that I understand that it can be very helpful.
ReplyDeleteBichlal, excuse me for trying to be nice. It was kindly meant.
yes well u kind of ruined it when u mocked my response to saying that u cry. if u didnt question that i wouldnt have had to come back with a sarcastic reply.
ReplyDeletein your own words, its ok to cry. so why deny it?
I mocked your response? I merely wondered where you read in my words that I cried. That's all.
ReplyDeleteAnd for the record, BH I haven't had a reason to cry for a very long time, so I haven't.
ok i take it back. let it be known to all that TRs does not cry. he has no reason to. yay him.
ReplyDeleteSources do indicate that Mordechai L. (i.e. Mottel) did cry under his chuppah, so who knows?
ReplyDeleteif you don't cry under your chuppa then i'd be worried for u.
ReplyDeleteWhy, maybe it'll only hit me a month or two later?
ReplyDeleteya it'll hit you that you actually got married. then itll hit u again. hopefully by then u'll be so in love that you wont want to run.
ReplyDeleteMan, even I cry when I leave Israel. But I've always felt that "every Jew that leaves Israel is a churban". It's kind of like cutting a toe off of the greater body of the land of Israel, since we (the people of Israel) and it (the land of Israel) are one being that are dependant on one another..
ReplyDeleteTrue. But not everyone can live there.
ReplyDeleteAre you Israeli?
Hm. I guess we spoke about that over at my blog.
ReplyDeleteI cried by every stupid chick flick that I have mistakenly veiwed. Everything and anything to do with freindships, all brought lovely little wet things called "tears".. Not what I usually do, but I couldn't help it this time. I guess subconciously, I really do miss what was lost, or, postponed for a while.
ReplyDeletewhat is gone is gone. but there will always be more memories.
ReplyDeletestill havent cried. i guess i'm really growing up.
Crying is not a sign of growing up or not. Detachment isn't a bad or a good thing. and neither is being in touch with your feelings. Some people are more sensitive than others. It has nothing to do with growing up, sorry hun.
ReplyDeletebut i wanted to cry so badly and i didnt. though i did cry during mrs p's speach, it was heartfelt. i miss it, i miss all of it, and i miss my friends... i'm sad in a way, but the tears didnt come.
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