They are all leaving. Finally. The house will be quiet once again, Sister will be away in high school, brother will be away in Yeshiva, and I will still be here. Alone. Well not really. My house is never empty. But you get my point.
For the 1st time EVER a new school year is approaching, and I am not packing, or shopping for new school supplies, or making a bus reservation, or scheduling a flight. Because I am not leaving! And I don't even know what to do with this freedom.
Okay I do. I stayed in PJ's for the whole day today. It felt great! I really have no idea what direction my life is taking now. I signed up for Touro. I'm looking for a job. I haven't found one yet. But other than that, I'm just home, not going anywhere, and it's the weirdest feeling!
I don't know whether to laugh at the absurdity of it, or cry. As usual, I choose to laugh.
It's all good.
Laugh, because it's great, it probably won't happen ever again :D. Enjoy!
ReplyDeleteThanks! You're always so encouraging.
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