Who am I

I cry by sad movies. I cry and cry when someone dies. I know it's not real but I can't help it.

I like to sit by the water and feel the breeze on my face.

I love the sound of rain, the smell of it. I love the feel of it on my skin.

I love the feeling of Spring in the air, and knowing that summer is right around the corner.

My favorite colors are green and orange, though not together. When I was little I might have said blue. I changed it.

I get crushed when someone rejects me. As a friend, for a job. It hurts.

I love the smile of an innocent child, especially when they look guilty of something.

I discovered I like cookie dough ice cream.

I'm scared to try because I hate to fail.

I like reading books that have a happy ending.

I hate when people are upset at me, especially if they are justified.

In a book when a good person dies I go back just to see that they are still alive.

I have two hundred friends on facebook, but I am probably only friends with a quarter of them. Maybe less.

I would do anything for my friends, anytime, anywhere, any place.

I can't sleep without noise in the background.

Most of my fears are internal.

I don't like weddings.

I hate the color pink.

I paint swirls of color because that's how I feel inside.

Sometimes I just can't deal with real problems and so I pretend I don't have any.

Sometimes I do stupid things and then hope to G-d they don't come back to haunt me.

Sometimes those stupid things come back to haunt me.

I respect strength, and I abhor weaknesses. Especially in myself.

Sometimes I wonder why people don't get me, but then I realize that maybe only I will ever really understand Altie.