Monday, November 23, 2009

The City

I turn on the music and just sit in the car. It is late at night and I can't find a space. I park by a hydrant, hoping I won't get a ticket. But there is a cop on my block, so I wait for him to leave. It is after midnight. I want to go inside, I want to go to sleep, I want to eat something. But I am stuck here in my car, waiting for the cop to leave.

I chill. Put my seat back, enjoy the music. Wonder who else is up at this hour. I text my friend, she texts me back, I'm sick of that so I call her. But she is busy. Bummer.

Chillin. That's what they say. It's nice. But I wish I had someone to chill with, instead of just me and the music.

My song comes on, the one I like. I have a few of those. I sing along, as I am wont to do when I'm the only one in the car. It's calming.

Escape. People think of it as a bad thing. But I think it's healthy. To get away from everything for a little bit, give yourself space, time to think, or better yet, not think. So I went to The City. And there is only one City, with a capital T and C.

There was a big sign that said, UNTHINK. Ya, it spoke to me, that's what I was trying to do.

I walk through Time Square. The billboards and flashing lights make everything feel alive. There's an awesome vibrating feeling in the air, like you are a part of something big, you are creating history. The best part is, I feel it every time I go to Manhattan.

I call my father to ask him which way is Central park. Ya I'm like a guy in that way. No sense of direction whatsoever, and I hardly ever ask for help. My motto is, figure it out yourself. And if you can't, then you're an idiot. Oh well.

I headed towards the park. It was getting dark, and by the time I got there I decided it was just creepy enough and late enough that I shouldn't go in by myself. So instead I went to the apple store right near there. It is an AWESOME store. You walk in and there is just tooons of laptops and ipods everywhere, for you to try out. I am like salivating, even though I just bought a laptop. (Sorry sweety, I still like you.)

I listen to the music, and dream of buying an itouch. Ya, the one I want for Christmas. Oh well. At least I can check it out here, and enjoy it for a bit.

Next stop, Gap. Then H&M. I bought a hat, cuz I decided I must buy something if I'm in The City.

It's getting late. I had a great time chillin, I love going to The City. But my UNTHINK time is over. It's time to go back, to life, to everything.

It's just a subway ride away. I can go to The City to escape and UNTHINK anytime I want. Great feeling.

12 comments:

  1. your song comes on..the one you like ;)

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  2. This post really spoke to me.... Replace Central Park and shopping with Broadway and museums, and that's me. But that's basically how I too feel about the city. I actually spent the past two Sundays there.

    "It's just a subway ride away. I can go to The City to escape and UNTHINK anytime I want. Great feeling."

    Yes, that about sums it up.

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  3. chana, do u know which song im talking abt?

    and inkstained, thanks, I'm glad u liked it.

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  4. :D i LOVE the city! i haven't been there in almost 2 years and i miss it sooo much, especially the ads on the 10th story of random buildings. visit it for me please!

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  5. Very nicely written, though i can't really say that i recognize Manhattan as an escape of though. When ever i go there i feel uneasy, my senses are attacked with lights, noise, thousands of people, and smells. I feel like i don't matter, and i don't like that. There are so many things to keep track of, i can't "unthink".

    When i am in the mountains of my wonderful country, away from everything; no internet, telephone, almost no people and cars. Fresh air and deep pillows... THAT is where i go to "unthink" i shall never understand those who like that big metal island.

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  6. unthink...

    its a state of mind

    I need to allow myself to unthink sometimes!

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  7. The funn part was, I was trying to get away from my computer for awhile, seeing as I'm on it all day. Then I saw the apple store, and I couldn't resist.

    I would take quiet mountains any day, but there are none around here.

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  8. you're like a guy in that you have no sense of direction and try to figure things out yourself without asking for help?

    ummm.

    I think guys have senses of direction.
    You called your dad. you didn't figure it out yourself.

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  9. Haha. I was waiting to see if anyone would pick up on that. Good job. Ya technically I called him for help, but it doesn't count.

    And it is a known fact that guys don't ask for directions. Plus, after the invention of GPS, everyone has a sense of direction.

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  10. right. guys don't ask for direction. i.e. they don't call their dads.

    After the invention of GPS NOBODY has a sense of direction because they don't need to keep track of where they're going.

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  11. hey, there is NOTHING wrong with calling ur dad for help, cuz that is what they are for, duh. just like there is nothing wrong with them paying their cell phone bill.

    and no one uses gps when walking, and u can get lost that way too. how often do u ask for directions wen you dont know where u are going?

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