What if you don't get what you bargained for? What if things just don't work out as you expected?
Kids love to ask 'what if'. There's a stage they go through, where they contemplate the world, and everything in it. They love asking questions. The problem is when you don't have the answers.
What if you really really want to write, but you don't have much to say? Or you have too much to say, but no way to put it into words?
What if your voice is so hoarse you can't talk properly, and yet you still need to get up tomorrow and do lineup, and scream for all you are worth?
What if you are not sure what you got yourself into, and despite the many times you are told you are doing a great job, somehow you still doubt?
What if you are scared of failure, of not living up to expectations?
What if you can remain silent, and yet the world would still know what you are trying to say?
o no!!! the world is psychic??!!!??? NOOOOOOOO,
ReplyDeleteon a serious note- the worst thing that could happen is that they'll fire you (cuz chabad camps just love finding new staff members that will actually work 4 less then a dollar an hour ..)
then you cAn sue, and get rich...viola!
he's not gonna fire me. he keeps dropping subtle hints that theyre looking for girls to work here next year. thanks, but no...
ReplyDeletethis is just me in a melancholy mood. im not really that worried.
It's so bad that after three days you're certain you wouldn't come back?
ReplyDeleteall the luck, and remember, it's all good!
ReplyDeletelol no. i actually like the shluchim. but i know they would work me too hard. whatever, either way he didnt actually ask.
ReplyDeletethanks e. funny, thats my signature in gmail. excdept i dont always believe it...
hey altie u r the BEST hc ever stop doubting yourself i love u so dont worry
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