Between the lines

It's like an ache deep inside
that doesn't cease.
It's like a hot summer day
with no hint of a breeze.

It's like my heart hurts
but doesn't know what it's looking for.
It's like I'm waiting for you
to show up at my door.

It's like a sea of black hats
but none for me.
It's like my glasses are fogged
and I really can't see.

It's like a perfect smile
that feels like it's gonna crack.
It's like a journey started
where there's no going back.

It's like a fake laugh
and forced meaningless chatter.
It's like duck tape
for a life that's in tatters.

It's like two wholes apart
but not two halfs.
It's like sometimes
I forget how to laugh.

It's like an upward climb
with a pack full of stone.
It's like I'm blind
heading for a future unknown.

It's like a cunning game
that I refuse to play.
It's like I wonder how long
things will remain this way.

It's like a lump in my throat
and an unshed tear.
It's like is there anyone
even out there?

It's like a glass ball
that refuses to speak.
It's like I wonder if I'll ever find
that which I seek.