I wanna splatter paint on a wall. I wanna skate board. I wanna sing. I can't sing. I don't have such great singing abilities. But I need to do something more then write a whole bunch of exclamation marks in chat, no matter how good that makes me feel.
The snow is pretty. So so pretty from this side of the glass. I feel like a fish in a fish tank, looking out at the world from my little empire. All I need is some sponges and fake plants.
I saw this quote on Shorty's blog, thanks, I really like it:
"I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be." -Douglas Adams
The snow is pretty. So so pretty from this side of the glass. I feel like a fish in a fish tank, looking out at the world from my little empire. All I need is some sponges and fake plants.
I saw this quote on Shorty's blog, thanks, I really like it:
"I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be." -Douglas Adams
It is true. It is so true. I am a firm believer, thanks to my mama who brought us up well, that G-d has a plan for you, and you are always where you are supposed to be, even if it doesn't seem that way at the moment. And yet, why do I doubt. Why do I keep saying, I don't know, I don't know. Why do I ask 5 different people for advice, and then still have no idea what to do?
So what do you want to be when you grow up? I have no idea. I'm not done growing up, but I have no idea. People talk about finding a passion in life, something you really love doing that makes you happy, and makes you feel good about yourself. I haven't found mine yet.
I'm listening to music. Music is calming, it's perfect. It just is. In music there is just sounds and lyrics. There's no confusion, just soothing sounds.
And I just keep wondering, when? When is everything supposed to fall into place? Ever? Life is like a jigsaw puzzle. (Ok, life is like a box of chocolates, but me and chocolates aren't speaking at the moment.) I just can't seem to figure out what goes where. It's like there are some pieces that are missing, and I can't solve the puzzle.
But the snow, the beautiful snow keeps falling. It is a wonderful wintry world out there and I, I'm still stuck in my fish tank.
You don't wanna skate bored. You'd rather do it enthusiastically. You mean skate board, I think.
ReplyDeletelol thanks. i changed it.
ReplyDeleteYossi: C'mon... A "Nice post" to preface that would have changed the whole tone... Which brings me to...
ReplyDeleteAltie: Nice post! ;)
:) thank you nice boy. that deserves a lolly pop.
ReplyDeleteYay!!! Lol can I get it tomorrow? I already brushed my teeth, so a lollipop wouldn't be smart.
ReplyDeletesmart. ya ok. i'll even get you the really big round disney ones yay. you'll have to come to crown heights to pick it up.
ReplyDeleteHmmm.... I was expecting delivery... Can you mail it along with the certificate and care package?
ReplyDeletei'm gonna need an address please.
ReplyDeleteMaybe your calling is to move to Alaska. I hear they have a lot of snow over there.
ReplyDeletelet's hope vancouver can get some snow in time for the olympics
ReplyDeleteYou ask because you're still unsure, which is normal. And you still have time to decide what you want to do with your life. At your age, well, now's the time for finding out, discovering what moves you, what you're interested in doing. Give yourself time. You'll find out. :-)
ReplyDeleteVancouver probably will not get snow, but that's OK-the Olympics are in Whistler, which will probably get.
ReplyDeletethat is a tremendously cool picture :)
ReplyDeleteMaybe you know inside what you have to do, but you're finding it hard to do it, that's why you're asking for different advice? It's hard *sympathy* :)