Unsettled

I have a sunburn on my nose, and on one arm. Just one. I guess the sun hit me on just that one side. Maybe I should try evening it out.

I sat in the movie theater and let the sound drown out the noises in my head. Where do you go to get away?
I considered curling up and going to sleep, the chairs are pretty comfortable. Just get lost in the noise and voices. Let me be...

The spring comes, I know summer's on its way and I just want to get away. Every once in awhile this feeling takes over me, and I just need to escape. I'm battling it, but not sure how to get over it. How to calm the feelings, settle down. How to just be content with what I'm doing now. But what if you are never quite content?

What if you just never find that something, that thing that fulfills you, fills you with purpose, light, substance.

What if your whole life is a serious of anxiously thinking of getting away, and constant battles with self to stay put, stay in line.

And I have a song on loop, too unsettled to sleep.