Soul Weary

I want to fight
To have the energy to stand up for what I believe in
But some days I don't know what that is
And most days I'm too afraid to admit it in public even if I do know where I stand
Most days I'm so tired
Tired of the fighting and the hatred
Coming from both sides
But too tired to feel love
Or pain
Or anything at all
My soul is weary
It is heavy and hard to carry
It's hard to explain why I don't see much to believe in at the moment
Or maybe it's not hard at all
I don't know where to go
For a safe space
For the truth
Who can tell me
Who can answer my questions
Who can give my soul the strength it needs to go on
I'm so
Tired
Of the fighting.