My Perfect Sunday

The weather was perfect.

The company was great.

The smell was intoxicating.

I couldn't stop staring.

So perfect so.... tantalizing.

How can you erase attraction?

How can you look without touching?

How can you desire so badly and not have it?

The need is powerful.

I don't know what will happen after this.

I don't know if I'm ready for the consequences.

I can't think about it.

Right now, in this moment, I want it so badly I can't think of anything else.

So many thoughts running through my head. But one fights to be heard above the rest.

Will I miss it when it's over?

Will things be the same after it's gone?

Do I want to find out?

If we don't take chances in life, things can appear perfect but in fact may not be so.

I have to know.

I have to try.

If I don't I will always regret it.

So I take a deep breath...

Lean in...

Inhale the beautiful smell....

And take a bite of the chocolate danish.

Tomorrow....

I'll worry about tomorrow.

But today-

Today was perfect.